Saturday, May 11, 2013

Foundations: Genesis (Part Two) - Day 18


Read: Genesis 44
This chapter begins with another test of the brothers.  Joseph loaded them up with food, returned their money and put his silver cup in Benjamin’s sack of grain (v. 1-2).  He then sent them on their way and shortly after he sent his steward after them accusing them of stealing from him (v. 3-5).  The brothers claim their innocence (v. 8) and remind the servant that they had even returned the money which they found in their sacks the first time.  They were so sure that they had done no wrong that they suggested that if someone was found with the cup, he should die (v. 9).  Unfortunately, the cup was found in Benjamin’s sack (v. 12).  What would they do?  This was the worst thing imaginable!  Now Benjamin would be sentenced to a life of slavery in Egypt or worse yet, sentenced to death. 
The brothers then head back to Joseph’s house and fell before him (v. 14).    This shows that they were beginning to think beyond self-interest.  If they were only concerned about their own personal welfare they would have renounced Benjamin as a thief and deserted him, continuing on their way back home.  But they didn’t do this!  Joseph rebuked the brothers for their wickedness (v. 15).  Judah spoke for the brothers, pleading for mercy as they were without any defense.  Judah spoke of this as being retribution for the way that they had treated their “other” brother twenty years ago.  The brothers were convinced that God was now holding them accountable for their actions so many years ago (v. 16).  Joseph then demanded that the guilty person, Benjamin, be his servant (v. 17) and set the rest free. 
The next few verses are a heartfelt plea by Judah, begging for the opportunity to speak to Joseph privately.  Judah, assuming the role of the spiritual leader among his brothers, then summarizes the family dynamic.  Judah told Joseph that their father was old and that Benjamin was a child of his old age, one whose brother was dead, who was the only one left of his mother, and that his father loves him (v. 19-20).  He explained how they only brought Benjamin because of Joseph’s demands, how this had brought great pain to their father, and how if any harm came to him their father would be distraught and that this would hasten his death (v. 23-29).  Judah then made a personal appeal as his life was directly linked to Benjamin’s life.  He mentioned that he had made a pledge, offering himself as security, assuring his father of Benjamin’s safe return.  Judah then pleaded and offered himself as Joseph’s slave instead of Benjamin (v. 33).  This showed how deep Judah’s transformation had been, as a slave would remain a slave until he died.  This appeal revealed to Joseph that Judah’s heart had undergone a significant change since those years so long ago when he had sold Joseph into slavery.  Joseph would now be able to reveal his true identity because he had now witnessed genuine repentance.  At first the brothers experienced regret, then they confessed their sin and now they were genuinely repentant.  Judah could not stand the thought of causing any further suffering to his father and he was willing to do whatever it would take to make sure of this. 

Prayer and Journaling
1.   In Genesis 38 we read of some detestable things that Judah did.  But in Genesis 44 Judah emerges as the hero.  In his attempt to spare Benjamin by taking his place we see a parallel to the Messiah, Jesus Christ.  Of all the 12 brothers, it would be Judah’s line that the Messiah came from.  Thank the Lord for transforming lives!  He can change us to live like Jesus lived which includes changing our hearts, character, thinking and attitudes!  Thank Him for the renewal journey that you are on!  Praise Him for the work that He has done in your life. 
2.   Regretting sins or even confessing sins, is not enough.  We must repent of our sins.  This includes feeling real sorrow for sin, turning from sin, and hating our sin.  This is what restores fellowship between God and man.  “Repentance is the recognition of our sins which results in the kind of sorrow that brings about a change in our intellect, emotions, and will. In other words, repentance recognizes sin and is genuinely sorry for it, so much so that this sin will be shunned and a new course of action will be sought (Deffinbaugh, 1997)”.  Pray that the church would grow in genuine repentance; pray that we would feel real sorrow for our sins and turn from them.  Pray that you would grow in see the gravity of your own personal sins and grow in having a repentant heart. 
3.   One of the reasons that Joseph took so long to reveal his identity to his brothers was because he was seeking true unity in the family.  In order to have true unity there must be reconciliation.  But in order for there to be reconciliation there must be true repentance.  God can heal relationships but He does so in the context of true repentance and change of character that leads a person to live in a more godly way.  You are only responsible for your side of the relationship.  You are to make sure that you are living a life of forgiveness and repentance towards people you have relationships with.  Ask the Lord to show you a relationship in your life that is partially broken.  Then ask the Lord to show you what your part is to play in the reconciliation.  Are you to repent of a wrongdoing?  Are you to forgive?  Maybe even both?  Dialog with God about this.  Ask Him to show you what steps you can take to bring healing to this relationship.  Then pray that the other party would do the same and that the relationship would be restored.